From "a highest-order storyteller of Southern noir" (Electric Literature), a queer coming-of-age novel about addiction, belonging, and loving a place that doesn't always love you back.
When sixteen-year-old Shae meets Cam, who is new to their small town in West Virginia, she thinks she has found someone who is everything she has ever wanted in a companion. The two become fast friends, and then more. And when Shae ends up pregnant, Cam begins a different transition—trying on clothes that Shae can no longer fit into and using female pronouns. Shae tries to be fully supportive as Cam becomes the person she wants and needs to be.
After a traumatic C-section and the birth of their daughter, Eva, Shae is given opioids to manage the intense pain. During the first year of Eva's life, Shae's dependence shifts from pain management to addiction, and her days begin to revolve around getting more pills. In the heart of West Virginia, opioids are dispensed as freely as candy, and Shae is just one of many to fall victim to addiction. Meanwhile, as Cam continues to transition, she embraces new relationships and faces the reality of being a trans woman in rural America.
Shae is as much about these two young women as it is about the home they both love despite its limitations. Following the acclaimed Sugar Run and Perpetual West, this is Mesha Maren's most intense and intimate novel yet.
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OverDrive Listen audiobook
- ISBN: 9781643755670
- File size: 171437 KB
- Duration: 05:57:09
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- English
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Reviews
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March 25, 2024
A West Virginia girl descends into opioid addiction after giving birth and breaking up with her trans girlfriend in Maren’s emotionally taut if thematically uneven latest (after Perpetual West). Shae, an introverted 16-year-old, is captivated by the new-to-town Cam, a misfit with piercings and long blond hair who is defiant even while being bullied by classmates. The pair bond over their love of punk rock, and Cam moves in with Shae and her mother. The teens start having sex, and Shae gets pregnant. Shortly before their daughter, Eva, is born, Cam, now the lead singer of a band, appears onstage in Shae’s clothes and comes out as trans. Shae, hearing the news for the first time, is fearful of what Cam’s transition will mean for their relationship. Then, after a botched C-section, her doctor prescribes OxyContin for the pain. Unable to finish school and working as a stripper to score pills and heroin, Shae blames herself as Cam pulls away and thrives at college. Maren beautifully evokes both the natural beauty of Appalachia and Shae’s plaintive longing for Cam, though the characterization of the saintly Cam, who returns to take custody of Eva while still an undergrad, feels a bit flat. Still, Maren continues to show a knack for portraying the complexities and contradictions of an often-misunderstood part of America. Agent: Bill Clegg, Clegg Agency. -
April 1, 2024
Queerness, motherhood, and opioids are all entangled in this harrowing West Virginia-set coming-of-age story. The way Shae tells it, one of the defining moments of her life was meeting Cam in high school. Immediately, the narrator, whom "no one had even noticed...enough to give...a nickname," admires her new friend's shine, even though Cam's vegetarianism and edgy style attract homophobic bullies. The two teens connect over music and, as Shae's family begins to unofficially adopt Cam (whose grandfather is a less-than-attentive legal guardian), they begin a romantic relationship that leaves Shae pregnant. Shortly before their baby is born, Cam comes out as a transgender woman. Shae recognizes both this move's rightness and its danger, and seeks to help Cam with her transition, but their failure to clearly communicate soon sends the girls in radically different directions. A botched C-section brings Oxycontin into Shae's life and a spiral into addiction follows, taking Shae to desperate and heartrending places. The novel's subject matter and framing device, unfortunately, make comparisons to Demon Copperhead unavoidable. Maren's portrait of Appalachia isn't quite as evocative or expansive as Barbara Kingsolver's, but for those seeking a tighter narrative with a queer, female perspective, there is much here to savor. Shae's struggle to understand herself as a queer woman, mother, and independent person includes authentically teenage behavior (e.g., a tendency to not assert her own desires) that can make her point of view a frustrating one to be in, but she never comes across as anything other than deeply human. An alternately tender and challenging trip down the rabbit hole with an unforgettable young woman.COPYRIGHT(2024) Kirkus Reviews, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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April 15, 2024
High-schooler Shae first sees new student Cam on the bus, beautiful and fascinating with her long blond hair and metal band T-shirt. When Shae invites Cam over to listen to music, Cam opens a new world for her. Shae falls in love completely. When Shae becomes pregnant, Cam moves in with her family. Assigned male at birth, Cam begins to explore her identity as a trans woman and find her place in the world while, over the next several years, Shae's life falls apart. After the birth of their daughter, Eva, a prescription for oxy becomes a full-blown addiction for Shae, despite Cam's warnings about the risks of painkillers. Cam goes to college in Charleston and pursues a new relationship. Shae, meanwhile, babysits for a woman who dances at a club called Southern X-posure and eventually begins dancing herself to pay for pills. In stark, reflective prose, Maren (Perpetual West, 2022) lets Shae's voice guide the narrative. Readers will connect with Maren's sensitively told story of love, dependence, and the opioid epidemic.COPYRIGHT(2024) Booklist, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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Kira Fixx narrates this intimate queer coming-of-age novel with the perfect mix of wistfulness and straightforward brashness. Sixteen-year-old Shae falls in love with Cam, who radiates passion and determination. Within a year, Shae is pregnant, and Cam has decided to transition from male to female. Soon Cam is starting a new life away at college, while Shae sinks into opioid addiction. Fixx's narration, like Maren's prose, is bright, direct, and without fanfare. She sounds exactly like a teenager who is telling her story like it is, bouncing between youthful excitement, regret, and feeling overwhelmed. Her lilting voice and slight Southern accent evoke the West Virginia hills, where most of the novel takes place. This is a heartbreaking listen about love, addiction, and belonging. L.S. © AudioFile 2024, Portland, Maine
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